Do you ever wake up and think Do I really have to get up? Well woke up this morning feeling like crap. Can't stop sneezing, my eyes are streaming and I just feel like shit! I also have a headache, may go back to bed in a minute. Not sure yet. I think feeling like this I too am looking forward to the kids having their easter term break. I could do with a few lie in's for sure.

Kids are at school today, hopefully Kurtis won't be getting any hassle today. I am not in the mood for them to hassle him today and I may explode if they do! Kurtis didn't try to get out of going to school today, so he must be a feeling a little better about the whole situation. I think he is worried about what they are going to do next though, as there are 3 to 4 or them and only one of him. It has started affect his blood sugar levels and his diabetes has to be dealt with a bit more now. That is another sign of him being stressed about the situation.

Walked to school today and wish I hadn't! It was soooo cold! I thought it would have been like the last couple of days, nice sunny and a bit warm!! Jade wanted me to turn back and get the car of course I said no!! She was happy about going to school today as today is Flute day! Jade is enjoying her flute lessons and is getting on really well them! The teacher is very happy with the results!

Poor Jade has not been herself since the christmas day incident. She is always really tearful and thinks everyone doesn't like her when she gets upset. I have had to make an appointment with the doc today to see what he can suggest. He can't see me until tomorrow now though so at 9:20am I shall be there!! Hopefully he can sort something out for her. I hate seeing her like this. She is only eight and should never have had to witness such a thing.

I have just had a lovely hot chocolate to warm up! I don't have the full strength hot chocolate! Too many calories in them! I have the cadbury high lights version. Only 40 calories per cup! And I use half spoon sugar instead of the normal one too. And when I have pop drinks it's usually pepsi max! That is the one I like the most anyway. I don't like diet coke.

Do you find when you drink water that you feel cold? Well I do! I tend to drink lots of water, and I always find that I am cold all the time! Wonder if it's the water doing that or whether it's the thyroid. I know when my thyroid is being *naughty* as I can never warm up. Drinking water helps me to minimise my food take also. It seems to curb my appetite by quite a bit. I prefer drinking water with my meals too. Find it helps the digestion for sure. Can't say drinking water does anything for my stamina though! I don't have any stamina lol! NONE!! I need to borrow some from someone!

Need to take my tyre into the garage later on today, it's been leaking for quite some time and recently it won't hold any air at all. The car looks a bit funny now with the spare wheel on it coz it's a normal wheel! The other wheels are alloys. I probably should wash my car too, but where on earth am I going to get the energy to do that! If only lol!

Need to go do some shopping later on this evening. We need quite a few bits and bobs. Wondering if I should start to do online shopping again now that our local supermarket is open and running fully again now. It would save me some time for sure, and I wouldn't have to worry about it all. If only I had a maid to do it!!

My back is in agony lately too. I have a tens  machine but it seems to play up my rosacea. Don't know why or even if it's linked! The tens machine seems to help ever so slightly. Would love to find out what the eck is wrong with my back though. Nobody seems to know at all. They have just said it's very common in people who have breathing disorders. The pain has spread down my left side all round my ribcage now. I have an appointment for that in a couple of weeks of time though so I shall ask them about it.

I woke up too feeling very fat today, asked my DH to halve my portions of food. He said don't worry about it, it's not your fault. I probably need more thyroxin! Poor thing, I love him to bits and he puts up with  my moaning all of the time. I would just like to slim down to what I was before all of this thyroid thing started. It's very difficult to lose the weight.

Must go for now. Will add again later if I have anything to moan about!